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[21 Jun 2005|02:00pm] hey i got a new lj and i dont know how 2 add everyone, it is xxfallensk8erxx so add me on there cuz i dont know how to do it, so... yea and im not usin this lj anymore, soooo.... yea talk to me

[21 Jun 2005|01:23pm] ahhh the past few days have been so flippin boring, geez oh pete, i cooked dinner last night(4 the third time in a row) it was so good, omg, i want somemore, mmmmm, so yea, just bored nothin else 2 say, so peace "You know ur life sucks when You call Suicide Prevention and they put you on hold" talk to me

[20 Jun 2005|10:45pm] hey all check out my mindviz account profile, ive become addicted to it, heres the Link talk to me

[20 Jun 2005|08:42pm] You need understanding. In your life there has been many people that could never seem too comprehend your personality. Now you have either become an out-cast because of their narrow minds or you have adjusted yourself to them, and never letting them see who you are deep inside. You now think that no one will ever understand you and you hate that fact. Though you are scared of what the effects might be if you would decide to let someone in so you keep a safe distance that you both curse and bless. What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics] brought to you by Quizilla I tend to drift away from this life i live.... talk to me

[20 Jun 2005|05:56am] "We've got this gift of love, but love is like a precious plant. You can't just accept it and leave it in the cupboard or just think it's going to get on by itself. You've got to keep watering it. You've got to really look after it and nurture it. " talk to me

[18 Jun 2005|02:59am] this is so cute Girl- Do I ever croos your mind Boy- No Girl- Do you like me Boy- No Girl- Do you want me Boy- No Girl- Would you cry if i Left Boy- NO Girl- Would you Live for me Boy- No Girl- Would you do anything for me Boy- NO Girl- What would you choose life or me Boy- My life The girl runs away in shock and pain, the boy runs after her and says..... Boy- The reason you never cross my mind is cuz ur alwayz on my mind, the reason y i dont like u iz cuz i love u, the reason i dont want u is cuz i need u, the reason i wouldnt cry if u left, is cuz i wuld die if u left, the reason i wouldnt be willing to do anyting for u iz cuz i would do everything for u, the reason i choose my life is cuz u r my life.... awww that is so cute.... peace 2talk to me

[17 Jun 2005|10:40pm] wut iz yp, today i met some kewl ppl, some hott girl(dont worry Lauren) hahaha, yea hung wit Brittany n Taylor, yea my uncle Devin is over til monday, i sk8ed today n im gonna take somemore pix of me tommorrow or `2nite, well peace out hommies.............. talk to me

[17 Jun 2005|02:38am] [ mood | creative ] [ music | helena- my chemical romance ] ......once again i am caught in this cyclone you call life..... this was a really bad dream i had when i was 14, about Jamar dieing I walk into an abandoned building, the windows are busted out, the pavement is cracked, and theres an erie fog. It seems to be around midnight, thats how dark it is. I open the door and walk in. As i serch the cold damp rooms, i can feel a presence, its a peice of me, and it feels scared. I walk into one of the rooms and i find my twins(Jamar)bookbag. And sadly i realize that the peice of me that felt in distress is my brother. For a moment i can feel my heart stop, and skip a beat, actually i could swear it skipped a coulple of beats. I know that i must find him. I continue my search and i come to a set of stairs, upon further examination I see a figure sitting at the bottom. I think to myself "is it sitting or is it waiting". I am about 2 secounds from turning and leaving, but then I feel it again that thump of depression comming from my other half. I slowly walk down the stairs, I open my mouth to say something but nothing comes out, but the sound of my teeth chattering. As i get to the figure, I close my eyes and stand in front of it. I cautiously open my eyes to find my beloved twin perch at the botom of the stairs. His face covered in blood and the pain expressed on his face is to terriffying to take. I hear a sound on the other side of a nearby divider. I am hessitant to inspect. Could it be the thig or person who did this to my brother. I walk about 13 steps and peer around the wall. A figure. Standing. It moves closer into the light............... To be continued..... 2talk to me

[17 Jun 2005|12:51am] [ mood | sk8in it up ] [ music | dont let me get me- pink ] this one is a really sweet one just me landin an ollie i fucked up on this one this is my favorite pic of me sk8in this one looks like i have to pee me and brittany 6talk to me

The western bitch slap [15 Jun 2005|11:35pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | fell food inc- the gorrilaz ] I am sittin on the porch of our wooden beat up old shack, that we call a home. The wind is blowing, with all the makings of a sandstorm. I can hear my hard-working father walking up the street, his chaps and his spurs rustling in the wind, with every step. My soon to be step-mother, rins to him like a half a dollar hooker, and all i can think is "the poor dumb bitch is to blind to see that he's pissed. She doesnt see it comming, the it in which i am referring to is his large, callussed, and briused hand, that is currently swingging up from his holster to her cheek bone. "Wham". Immmediately you can see the tears form in her eye sockets. In these times it wasnt uncommmon to walk down the road and see a woman getting struck, by a man. Well stupidly she starts yappin all sassy like. So my father, "drunk" grabs her by the hair and symaltaniously he reaches for his custom 45 magnum (that he created in the shop). He points it at her nose just as i scream his name "DADDY" instead of blowing her brains all over the sand he pistal whips her 5 times and inform her "if you can dress like a hooker maybe you should live like one". the dumb bitch is now homeless.................. this waz one of my dreams 6talk to me

[15 Jun 2005|01:05am] [ mood | omfg ahhhh ] M.J. got found not guilty of all charges....yayy(rapein lil boys) O.J. got found not guilty(murder) Martha Stewart got found guilty, for makin a phone call(i bet shez pissed) i prbly said dat wrong..... well oh well fuck it, fuck everything talk to me

[15 Jun 2005|12:59am] omg im an idiot, i forgot 2 say dont use the vasectamy home edition, ooooooooo i saw that on a movie talk to me

[15 Jun 2005|12:43am] [ mood | datz crazy ] [ music | -gorillaz ] dude, i went swimmin wit my friendz britany n this girl named taylor(she lookz n soundz lik lindsey lohan) it waz flippin crazy, n some guyz kept lik followin us, n they said me n my broz werent black, n i cracked this really funny joke n had everyone laughin(lik alwayz) n they felt really dumb, they were tryin 2 start shit wit us n they were all over 19 years old(how gay is that, n 2 of them were fat, n the other 1 waz tall n kinda muscular but skinny, ryan went swimmin wit us, n this girl meagan(shez bi) but shez really kewl, she kept lik tryin 2 hug on me n get under my towel, n jamar waz bein hiz usual old self( u kno if u kno him) but swimmin waz flippin un believable, n some guy told britt that as soon as he saw us he waz gonna walk up n beat our ass, but he didnt do shit, he barely looked at me, n there waz supposed 2 be some guyz at the beach who wanted 2 kick our ass but i guess when i took off my shirt n showed my guns n my six pack, they chickened out, but yea, i wanna fight so bad, i wanna kick some ass.... well thatz all hommiez, peace out............ talk to me

[12 Jun 2005|01:08am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | smells like teen spirit- Nirvana ] yep summers goin sweet, i hang wit lauren, andi, ryan, josh, n a few other ppl, i go swimmin cuz itz the shit, n this shit iz bananas, b-a-n-a-n-a-s, lol, yea got grounded for a day, n it waz gay, n nobody likes gayz, lol, yep, omfg itz been so hot out l8tly, damn, i sk8 all the time now, itz so flippin fun, im gonna take some pics n put them on here, me, josh, n andi got joshes skooter(it goes about 30mph- but prooly only reached 25) n josh pulled us on it as we jumped a kicker, n it waz sweet, i got so much air n distance, it waz crazy, jordans ass iz up fuckin north, i got some new sk8 shoe(oasis) they r so comfy. weel thatz all folks peace love ya lauren talk to me

[08 Jun 2005|11:21am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | feel good inc- gorrilaz ] yea finalz r goin sweet, i cheated on my world lit final 2day, i had all of the wordz, n i sit right in front of my teacher, wut a dumb ass, oh well, but i think all my finalz r goin pretty well, cuz im a fuckin smart ass, lol, i landed this trick that i had been practicin 4 lik 2 weeks now, it waz sweet, n everyone waz all, wow do that again, n i did it again, n it waz sweet az heck, so yea, im gonna be killer on the board, lol, yea im hangin out wit, Lauren 2day, itz gonna suck, lol jkjkjkjk, u rock my sox babe, well atleast u did last night, oooooooo, jkjkjkjkjkjk, Jordans a lil upset cuz he got a cold n cant c cassidy 4 lik 2 months, awww poor baby, i think he needz a diaper change, lol jkjkjk, yea im gonna go 2 hiz hockey game l8ter 2day, i hooked up my account @ myspace.com, itz sweet. lol, well peace out homiezz, Lauren u bore the stink off of shit, lol , jk, I love u, cuz u just flippin rock that way..... 2talk to me

[06 Jun 2005|06:05am] [ mood | to see Lauren ] [ music | helena- my chemical romance ] omg shit has been so fucked up this weekend, itz crazy, i waz flippin out lik no other, detailz were given to those who already know n if u dont, well theres a reason u dont, but u r still kewl in my book, oh wait there is no book, i burned that bitch, iwaz all, burn mutha fucka burn we dont need no water let that mutha fucka burn, hahahahahaha jk lol, peace out n have a nice day.............................................. 9talk to me

Wut a dick might say [06 Jun 2005|12:23am] [ mood | a lil aggitated ] [ music | helena- my chemical romance ] Its aweful bein a dick i have a head i cant think with an eye i cant see out of and i have 2 hang out with 2 nuts all the time my owner beats me everyday n my closest neihbor is an asshole my best friend is a pussy n every time i go n a dark cave i have 2 wear a rubber suit n throw up all over my self hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha haahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahah talk to me

[05 Jun 2005|05:24pm] Invalid video URL. Video code provided by HotCodez.com im testing a music video thingy... talk to me

[04 Jun 2005|08:48pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | helena- my chemical romance ] This is my Mr. Fitness picture, Chrissy helped me to finally get it on here, enjoy........ peace out. 10talk to me

[04 Jun 2005|07:45pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | helena- my chemical romance ] have you ever felt that your heart is dieing it feels kinda hard, and warm and the bottom of it tingles with a burning as if the very spot you sit will burst into flames the feeling of your eyes tearing up and you dont know why You wanting to cry without a reason that death is knocking at your door and wont go away until you let it in and you question your beliefs and your actions throuhout your life to be scared of whats just around the corner to hate what you came from what do you see when you look into my eyes do you see the pain that eats away at me the fear that lerks in the shadows do you see the pain on my face do you fear the casket or do you welcome it to be honest i just wanna wear all black and i think i will cuz thats how i feel i think you guys should check out my chemical romance's video for helena, itz so sweet, you can see the felling on his face, feel wut he is saying, i watched it lik 20 times 2day, no lie or exageration, im watching it right now, hey everyone get an account at myspace.com if u dont have one, if u do add me on it..... so long and good nite 2talk to me

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